Spring hasn’t begun to show signs, and I am already being renewed in several ways.
In the past, I kept a weekly journal in January because Master Tyrone elected the first month of the year to be orgasm denial month.
He reinstated it this year. I pondered long and hard whether I wanted to share the entire month’s progress with my readers, but I decided against it.
Maybe you would have enjoyed reading how Master Tyrone introduced it this year. I was just grateful he waited until the first weekend of January and allowed me to come on January 3 and 5. After he’d edged me for half an hour those days.
I was hesitant because, in January 2024, Master Tyrone skipped it. January 2023 was also an extremely rough time. I feared this year would be the same as the last two. Not only denying me orgasms but leaving me alone entirely as those two Januarys.
My fears were unfounded. He was quite attentive, edged me often, and kept me occupied in other ways so I would make it through the month.
I did. He heaped a lot of praise on me for staying on track.
Another thing we agreed upon for January, is I would maintain the weight I’ve lost. They were pleased I managed that also. I am ecstatic that I did. I didn’t gain an ounce, and I fluctuated 0.2 ounces less half the month, which we all agreed was great.
I have often reached a weight loss goal just to believe since I made it, I could add extra dessert days or eat more bread. Carbs are the worst for me, and I love them. This year, I didn’t want those foods most of the month, and when I craved them, like garlic bread, I adjusted the portion size of the rest of the meal to incorporate that one item.
Normally, I’d slowly regain what I’d lost. Not this year. I must say both of them keeping me on track is the only reason I have continuously lost weight and am keeping it off. I couldn’t have done this without Master Tyrone and now Master Michael also.
January kicked off a new beginning with both my Masters. At the end of every year, we are so busy with holidays, family, and ending the work year that we don’t have time for one another. Masters make January a time to reset our relationship; boundaries that naturally were relaxed during the previous months are reinforced, making time to spend with me and praise me for accepting what they require.
As for me, I am renewed emotionally and mentally, ready and able to continue our journey together.
